i couldn't sleep at 2am till morning so read all the msg in my inbox.
went for training kinda late so did a few drills, ran a couple rounds the b.ball court
snatch rebound with tricia thn played with juniors for a while and later on play 4 vs 4
lols we played until so crazy "danced" with harfisha and daorou and did th butt-ball with harfisha
lols laughed so much!
halfway thru th game coach ask me run to mama shop to buy newspaper for her.
was reaching front gate then tricia pei wo
mama shop didn't hav newspaper so we went to 768.
we were expecting some reward frm jiao lian like some pizzahut treat. but we didn't get anything...
lols thn wait for b.ball boys to come back. they
won 5 matches and draw with one school!!! so proud of them!
then we went to mama shop bought stuff thn sat outside and talk for abt 20min then send chuanyuan and mingfeng home and walked cavan to th bus stop. we saw chen lao shi! talked for a whlie
what she said was hilarious ... she covered kenjun's mouth and nose and asked us to imagine him with long hair and he looked liked a girl:DDD
you dun knw what's going thru my head and what's happening behind my smile...hav a good trip and i'll try my very best in being fine..dun worry 'bout me...
the emptyness is killing me. i apologise if i look so dead nowadays..
i'm sorry but i can't keep my promise...
i'm sorry but i can't keep my promise on taking care of myself being fine when ur're gone..i'll try to be happy but trying seems just so hard. sometimes i feel so empty & pathetic at the same time. i feel as if i'm overeating way too much but u knw why i do so. th conversation we had th last few days was nice but knwing tht th pain would come makes it worse. dun worry 'bout me. i'll be fine..
i hope..
i also wanna thnk all th friends who make my day feel better. please dun giv up on me at this point of my life.
if sorry could mend everything..
um..sorry for th dead blog. some bad stuff is goin on between some friend. it's like one day u're really close friends and th next day u no longer talk to each other. i just dun get it at times. i'd question myself if i've done anything wrong but i just can't figure it out. i dun see why i wuld hurt u but wat hav i done to make u
hate me so much to th extend... i mean ur friendship means a hell lot to me, so much till i can't explain but why? what did i do?
i feel so heartless as if i'm acting as th innocent party now. i'm sorry tht i dun knw tht it was my fault and i hope tht i'll be able to salvage th friendship.
I'M SORRY FOR ALL THAT I'VE DONE WRONG
