i'm sorry but i can't keep my promise on taking care of myself being fine when ur're gone..i'll try to be happy but trying seems just so hard. sometimes i feel so empty & pathetic at the same time. i feel as if i'm overeating way too much but u knw why i do so. th conversation we had th last few days was nice but knwing tht th pain would come makes it worse. dun worry 'bout me. i'll be fine..i hope..
i also wanna thnk all th friends who make my day feel better. please dun giv up on me at this point of my life.